From today I will start writing the true story of a girl. Before that I sincerely apologize for my any kind of unintentional mistakes. May be my story will not be so interesting but this is real. It is also true that, this is only my point of view. You know it’s not possible to get every person’s way of thinking or opinion. So I hope no one will judge me here. And nobody will make a generalization also. Okay then,let’s start my story. Assume the character name is Sofia…
I never wanted to be pessimistic. At a point of time, when I realized that I have lost all my chances for a better life, even then I tried to be optimistic. But you know it’s very tough in reality. Sometimes I thought, if I was sensible enough, if I took some wise decisions in past,then now I could be a happy person!! I also ask myself should I live my all life with such regrets? It is a fact that living with regrets is something very difficult. Many people suggest that it is important to forget everything. Living with regrets in the rest of life is not good. It will destroy your peace of mind. So nowadays I am trying to love myself only. And believe me this is the hardest thing I have ever done!!
Today when I am alone, there is nobody. My family members are just busy! I know it’s the rule of this world. People have their own life. Now I believe, it is rightly said don’t depend too much on anyone in this world. Even your shadow leaves you when you are in darkness. I am very disappointed on myself. I can’t judge people around me.
Sometimes I feel so empty… Without dream is it possible for any person to live?Feeling jealous when I see people around me are happy,who are responsible for my loneliness. As a human being I can’t be so kind,flawless. I am not an angel.
Life is full of bitter truths. It gives you fake people who never tell you the truth and they always have a lie to comfort you at the moment. People use you according to their needs and you think they are with you.
It is hard to believe that I can’t change my past!! Time flies so quickly!!It’s a scary feeling that I am running out of time as I getting older. So I want to be happy. I don’t know how much time I have left..
It is not selfish to love yourself, take care of yourself, and to make your happiness a priority. If you don’t love yourself, no body else is going to love you.